So I've been thinking...
... no I haven't, or I have, or I don't know. I'm not sure why I've started writing here now. But I'll just speak my mind.
Seems like I'm writing like I think, like I talk: incoherent. But sense is something I rarely have liked making, living in the unknown is much more thrilling. Not saying that I can't make sense..
So back at the computer again, right you can't see that I left. Well I was checking out some stuff on my iPhone, tested out the ustream live stream. Seems to work fine with a bit of delay.
I read some of my old posts again today. It is amazing what I've written (or at least it is to me). This is just so random. I thought about things to write... They actually sound pretty good. But the are to long, I don't do walls of text. I wish I had the ability to really put my thought in to words, or even the sentences I form in my head to paper. my weak link is the thought to paper transition, or actually the actual writing. That is where I fail. I'd rather be speaking... Maybe I should! Maybe I should make a audio blog or a even a video blog. What is it you say, images say more than a thousand words. Well lets see (1000*FPS+(Spoken Words)/Time)*Time oh my god, that's just amazing. I kind of just have to show my face for a few seconds and I've said more then during the whole duration of this blog. (If only that were true, but ^_^). It might be a project of the future. I'll wait and see.
But for now,
Bye Bye.
//Axel Boldt-Christmas
Sleep, sleep, sleep!
Sleep is something fundamental, something essential for life, something I seem to lack. Now as I'm writing this sentence it's 3 am and I need to wake up in three hours. I've got school, where I need to be focused. To be focused, in some sense, sleep is required. So to evaluate tonight let's read my last tweets and Facebook status updates. Tweet: "xmas1915 - Just finished watching Trainspotting, really good movie :D Ewan McGregor is great about 2 hour ago from web", another one: "xmas1915 - Finished watching Paranoid Park, and there I ruined another night of sleep for me, self discipline - guess it's something I lack 20 minutes ago from web" and then on Facebook "Axel Boldt-Christmas I'm fucking sick! about a minute ago". Oh, yes! It's bad. But I must say I don't really know what to do. I mean, instead of going to sleep now I take time to write on my blog which no one reads anyway. Could seem like a waste of time to some, or a waste of sleep maybe, or even a waste of life. I don't know, but I do know that I have to change.
On another note I started reading Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen today, so far (only read about 5 chapters) it looks really nice. I love the movie based on the book they made staring Keira Knightley. Awesome actress, awesome movie. But not that that matters :D. I'm reading the book because of an assignment I have in English class to read a pre-20's century novel. But this is also a book I've wanted to read ever since I saw the movie. And it hasn't let me down so far.
But I think I'm going to sleep now, or at least try to. I got a few, no a bunch of classes and stuff to do tomorrow so.
//Axel Boldt-Christmas
I should learn to sleep :D
So instead of going to bed, or wait instead of putting away my computer and falling to sleep I've laid in my bed watching a film I've already seen before. The movie I watched was Slumdog Millionaire. It's a really good movie if you ask me :) I just had to watch it again when I realized that Dev Patel was staring in the movie. He is the actor from my (as of a few days ago) favorite TV series "Skins". It so awesome and if you want to see what I though while watching it read my tweets. But I just have to say, I was in love. Truly attracted to the series and the characters in it, I know this because the chemical substances that are emitted when you feel attraction also leads to loss of apatite and sleep. I watched 23.5 hours of "Skins" (which is all three seasons) in just a little bit over 48 hours. I didn't sleep for two nights, I just watched and loved, I can't explain it. When I watched the first episode I said "Watched the first episode of Skins... and wow, it's humor and sex with some love on top, What more could you want!? It's brilliantly awesome" and now I would say it is love love love with humor and sex on top. This gets 10 out of 10 from me, IT IS AWESOME. You really need to check it out, maybe it's just me but words can't describe what I feel :D. What did I learn from this, a fucking lot! That I truly love love, that English accents are awesome, UK is an awesome country, drugs are bad (at least if overdone), same goes for alcohol and maybe staying up for 58 hours in one go is bad :D. Nevertheless I'd redo it if I had the chance :).
On another note I checked out this really cool application that Google is developing (yes Google will take over the world with their "free", "open sourced" services) that's called Google Waves, check this presentation out and you will be baffled by what they have accomplished to create, it's a communication monster, it's the future :D.
Good night now for real :D!
/Axel Boldt-Christmas
"There is no place like home"
I'm back from Gothenburg and it feels good to be home and I just couldn't write this without quoting Dorothy from Wizard of Oz (love that movie xD). Hmm I thought I said I was going to write on this blog more frequent but I guess that failed :P.
But maybe I can try to write some more, without promising anything hehe ;)
// Axel Boldt-Christmas
So what's up? :)
I'm just going to give you all a quick update :).. Whoever you all are :P.
I'm going to try to update this thing more frequently in the future. I just saw that the Youtube video I embedded in the last entry was changed to private, making it unable to be seen.. To bad, it was really interesting stuff. But I guess it will be available somewhere else.
Personal quote:A world in perfect balancewould never prevail;it is the world's struggleto compensate for its imbalancethat keeps it together,keeps us in place.
Man I've got some kind of weird thing I always do when I write here... I keep hitting Ctrl-S and the save web page window appears... I thing it is because I'm so used to using Microsoft word, and as any Microsoft product it tend to crash, a bit of an overstatement but partially true. Well I'm of to bed now, got some kind of an exam tomorrow, but our teacher failed to say on what :) (worth ~50% of the course)
Well good night and See you all soon.
Really Awesome.
This is a presentation by Vint Cerf the so called father of the internet. He is talking about the future of the internet. It gets rather technical at times but other then that it is really worth watching. It is funny that the internet is only an unfinished experiment that has grown huge.
Time dilation
A world in perfect balance would never prevail; it is the worlds struggle to compensate for its imbalance that keeps it together, keeps us in place.
I think I'm soon going to bed, but before I jump in to the magic world of dreams. I'm just kidding, but seriously.. what am I talking about? I confuse myself sometimes.
Well what I was about to say is that yesterday.. or earlier today would be more correct (like in between, in the middle of the night), i watched a great movie called "Twelve Monkeys" which is a pretty confusing movie, but I liked it. It's about time travel. And it got me thinking, cause on of my friends is, well a little sour because of the limit (v<c). The fact that you can not travel at a speed faster then the speed light, at least not without encountering complex, imaginary numbers. He is really in to space stuff and this thing limits us humans from, well basically reaching for the stars. And something you need to grasp is that time is relative, so it is transformable and it is relative to speed. And this means it can be negative, meaning that you go backwards instead of in the normal direction, also known as time travel. Both the movie "Donnie Darko"(which I also strongly recommend) and "Twelve Monkeys" explores the paradox of time travel. Now what is this? Well one of the most common examples is, if I go back in time to when my grandmother was born and then kill her. What will happen to me? I could not ever been born. But what I thought after reflecting on this question was, time travel is impossible unless space and time is already predetermined. This can be seen in the movie "Twelve Monkeys" (and in more complexity in "Donnie Darko") when the main character goes back in time because of a virus, but the only reason that the virus exists is because he went back in time. Thus the problem, the paradox. And this can be explained by saying, the events that toke place were already predetermined and could not be changed in any way. And thus back to the problem, I give you the possibility to travel faster then the speed of light, all you have to do is to accept that there is some higher power, call it God, the force, dust or whatever; and that this power has already decided your fate, your destiny. This would also give us a new concept on what we actually can do with time. Today with our way of thinking we can see the past but not change it and we can not see the future but change it. But with a predetermine "destiny" it would change it some, we would have the ability to see the future and past, but not able to effect either.
Reflect on that for a while and I will see you later. //Axel B-C
Long time no see....
Hello again... How are you all?
I'm fine, haven't been writting on this thing for over.. well forever :P. I've kind of forgot what it was all about. But today, for no aperent reason I've searched my name on google... or not my name, my alias "xmas92" and one of blogg entrys popped up, so I clicked on it and here I am writing a new entry... So how's my life??, you know if I knew the answer to that question I would be very happy. No I'm just kiding, I make it sound so sad and dramatic. It's really fine, I've got a few school things to do though, I just reminded myself. :( It's easter.. If I'm not mistaken I wrote an entry like a year ago.. or of course a year ago, about me eating an easter dinner... man my memorie, I only remember stupid things like that... Well, well what is there more to say.. It's Sunday, no school tommorow, thanks to Jesus.. ;) But I guess that's it for today... No cheating this time, only I know what I mean by that, man inside jokes when you are the only one geting it... lame., well that's a good ending, lame
See you all ;).. And Happy Easter //Axel B-C :O
Good morning.
I woke up early today, around 6am. I've spent the first hour of the day reading a really great book that i borrowed from a friend. It's called Snabba Cash by Jens Lapidus and is a story about three guys with different backgrounds and their life in the criminal world of Stockholm. Great story, at least so far I've come. I'm not sure what I'm going to do now, currently listening to Håkan Hellström and have a minor headache, but thought i could go up soon and eat some breakfast. Perhaps I should have slept more, only slept like 3 hour tonight but I woke by my self so. Some painkillers will do the job :). Well good morning everyone. I love this hour of the day, so quiet, no annoying family or sounds.
Well see you all, yours sincerely, Axel.
Bye Bye!
Well see you all, yours sincerely, Axel.
Bye Bye!
So had a fun time today
I'm going to bed now, came home a minute ago, well good night everyone. Not in the mood to write anything right now.
See you all....
See you all....
I just came home.
I've been with a friend this whole day and last night to. Slept over so haven't been able to get to a computer. We had a really good time. We bathe for hours with three other friends. But one had to leave due to that she was going to go to Italy today, and she is there now. :). Then we played a very strange, but funny game against the girls and we won, of course. It was a game that required music knowledge and me and my friend love music so we won easily. Then all four sat in the couch and watched a movie, but two of them fell asleep, I wasn't one of them. After the movie the girls walked home and I slept over at my friends house. Today I woke up around 11.30 and my friend around 13.30 xD. We ate a huge lunch-breakfast, we played some guitar hero III and then we called the girls. We went by bicycle home to them and played croquet and we won again of course. We are the best. :P
Now I just came home to eat some, update my blog and stuff like that. Going to do something with my friend later. Well need to eat now, and talk some to my parents.
See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.
Now I just came home to eat some, update my blog and stuff like that. Going to do something with my friend later. Well need to eat now, and talk some to my parents.
See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.
The traditional new era cleaning, xD.
It’s time for a new era; I’m leaving elementary school and going to upper secondary school, this calls out for some cleaning. So I’ve spent some hours today just sorting all the crap in my room. Found a lot of stuff in there, test and papers from the 6th to 9th grade, a bit nostalgic to find all those papers, old memories emerge, made me feel quite sad. But happy to wouldn’t want to be without those memories. So now I prepare my room for three more years of storing crap. =). Perhaps I should keep it more organized this time, but we will see.
And by the way I got in to my first choice of school, Viktor Rydberg Gymnasium in Djursholm, which I hope and think is a great school that suites me very well. But we will see. I’ll be sure to write something about it in the future. My dad just came home from his trip so I’m going to go and talk to him now.
See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.
And by the way I got in to my first choice of school, Viktor Rydberg Gymnasium in Djursholm, which I hope and think is a great school that suites me very well. But we will see. I’ll be sure to write something about it in the future. My dad just came home from his trip so I’m going to go and talk to him now.
See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.
What a wonderful morning... :/
Well I woke up today in rather good time for being me. After I got up everything went hysterical. My mom is angry, sad and stressed as hell. My brother I's just a stubborn angry ungrateful child. And me, I'm somewhere in between not really doing anything to help. More the other way. Enough said. My best friend came home yesterday night, he's having some kind of golf competition this morning but I hope we can do something after. I'll speak to him when he's done. And i think I forgot to say it, Good Morning.
See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.
See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.
Just got home =).
I've just got home from a friend. I had a good time, we watched two movies, talked, walked and I helped her with some computer stuff. =). We started of with watching 16 Blocks with Bruce Willis, which was a great movie. Bruce is the perfect actor for that role if you ask me. Then we went to a petrol station and bought some candy =). Then we went home and tried to convince a friend to come over, but he didn't give in to our comands so we watched the other movie just us two, and actually we watched Love Actually which is the second time for me now this week. But I really like the movie, it makes me laugh, so. And you have to love Hugh Grant, and I really like to hear real British English, sounds so cool xD.
And we have a birthday child today, oh we have one every second almost but this is someone I know, a friend. So happy birthday to you and have a pleasant trip to Italy.
See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.
And we have a birthday child today, oh we have one every second almost but this is someone I know, a friend. So happy birthday to you and have a pleasant trip to Italy.
See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.
Little Brother gone rampage.
Oh, my little brother, I think he kind of hate me now. Things aren't really going his way and he has a hard time accepting the truth. Not that I should blame him, I'm not that good at seeing or accepting the truth either. Well me and my mom could've handled this much smother. But that's life right? Well I'm going to see a friend soon so can't be long. We thought we could see some movie or something, I'm a movie lover xD. Thank goodness I'm doing something social again, I've been socially disabled for the last few days, can't say I didn't enjoy the quiet time alone though.
So sorry bro, but please try to see and accept the truth.
See you all, yours sincerely, Axel!
