xmas92

... no I haven't, or I have, or I don't know. I'm not sure why I've started writing here now. But I'll just speak my mind.

Sleep is something fundamental, something essential for life, something I seem to lack. Now as I'm writing this sentence it's 3 am and I need to wake up in three hours. I've got school, where I need to be focused. To be focused, in some sense, sleep is required. So to evaluate tonight let's read my last tweets and Facebook status updates. Tweet: "xmas1915 - Just finished watching Trainspotting, really good movie :D Ewan McGregor is great about 2 hour ago from web", another one: "xmas1915 - Finished watching Paranoid Park, and there I ruined another night of sleep for me, self discipline - guess it's something I lack 20 minutes ago from web" and then on Facebook "Axel Boldt-Christmas I'm fucking sick! about a minute ago". Oh, yes! It's bad. But I must say I don't really know what to do. I mean, instead of going to sleep now I take time to write on my blog which no one reads anyway. Could seem like a waste of time to some, or a waste of sleep maybe, or even a waste of life. I don't know, but I do know that I have to change. 

So instead of going to bed, or wait instead of putting away my computer and falling to sleep I've laid in my bed watching a film I've already seen before. The movie I watched was Slumdog Millionaire. It's a really good movie if you ask me :) I just had to watch it again when I realized that Dev Patel was staring in the movie. He is the actor from my (as of a few days ago) favorite TV series "Skins". It so awesome and if you want to see what I though while watching it read my tweets. But I just have to say, I was in love. Truly attracted to the series and the characters in it, I know this because the chemical substances that are emitted when you feel attraction also leads to loss of apatite and sleep. I watched 23.5 hours of "Skins" (which is all three seasons) in just a little bit over 48 hours. I didn't sleep for two nights, I just watched and loved, I can't explain it. When I watched the first episode I said "Watched the first episode of Skins... and wow, it's humor and sex with some love on top, What more could you want!? It's brilliantly awesome" and now I would say it is love love love with humor and sex on top. This gets 10 out of 10 from me, IT IS AWESOME. You really need to check it out, maybe it's just me but words can't describe what I feel :D. What did I learn from this, a fucking lot! That I truly love love, that English accents are awesome, UK is an awesome country, drugs are bad (at least if overdone), same goes for alcohol and maybe staying up for 58 hours in one go is bad :D. Nevertheless I'd redo it if I had the chance :). 

I'm back from Gothenburg and it feels good to be home and I just couldn't write this without quoting Dorothy from Wizard of Oz (love that movie xD). Hmm I thought I said I was going to write on this blog more frequent but I guess that failed :P. 

I'm just going to give you all a quick update :).. Whoever you all are :P.

I'm going to try to update this thing more frequently in the future. I just saw that the Youtube video I embedded in the last entry was changed to private, making it unable to be seen.. To bad, it was really interesting stuff. But I guess it will be available somewhere else.

Personal quote:  
A world in perfect balance
 would never prevail; 
it is the world's struggle 
to compensate for its  imbalance 
that keeps it together, 
keeps us in place. 

Man I've got some kind of weird thing I always do when I write here... I keep hitting Ctrl-S and the save web page window appears... I thing it is because I'm so used to using Microsoft word, and as any Microsoft product it tend to crash, a bit of an overstatement but partially true. Well I'm of to bed now, got some kind of an exam tomorrow, but our teacher failed to say on what :) (worth ~50% of the course)

Well good night and See you all soon.

This is a presentation by Vint Cerf the so called father of the internet. He is talking about the future of the internet. It gets rather technical at times but other then that it is really worth watching. It is funny that the internet is only an unfinished experiment that has grown huge.

A world in perfect balance would never prevail; it is the worlds struggle to compensate for its imbalance that keeps it together, keeps us in place.

Hello again... How are you all?

I woke up early today, around 6am. I've spent the first hour of the day reading a really great book that i borrowed from a friend. It's called Snabba Cash by Jens Lapidus and is a story about three guys with different backgrounds and their life in the criminal world of Stockholm. Great story, at least so far I've come. I'm not sure what I'm going to do now, currently listening to Håkan Hellström and have a minor headache, but thought i could go up soon and eat some breakfast. Perhaps I should have slept more, only slept like 3 hour tonight but I woke by my self so. Some painkillers will do the job :). Well good morning everyone. I love this hour of the day, so quiet, no annoying family or sounds.

Well see you all, yours sincerely, Axel.

Bye Bye!

I'm going to bed now, came home a minute ago, well good night everyone. Not in the mood to write anything right now.

See you all....

I've been with a friend this whole day and last night to. Slept over so haven't been able to get to a computer. We had a really good time. We bathe for hours with three other friends. But one had to leave due to that she was going to go to Italy today, and she is there now. :). Then we played a very strange, but funny game against the girls and we won, of course. It was a game that required music knowledge and me and my friend love music so we won easily. Then all four sat in the couch and watched a movie, but two of them fell asleep, I wasn't one of them. After the movie the girls walked home and I slept over at my friends house. Today I woke up around 11.30 and my friend around 13.30 xD. We ate a huge lunch-breakfast, we played some guitar hero III and then we called the girls. We went by bicycle home to them and played croquet and we won again of course. We are the best. :P

Now I just came home to eat some, update my blog and stuff like that. Going to do something with my friend later. Well need to eat now, and talk some to my parents.

See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.

It’s time for a new era; I’m leaving elementary school and going to upper secondary school, this calls out for some cleaning. So I’ve spent some hours today just sorting all the crap in my room. Found a lot of stuff in there, test and papers from the 6^th to 9^th grade, a bit nostalgic to find all those papers, old memories emerge, made me feel quite sad. But happy to wouldn’t want to be without those memories. So now I prepare my room for three more years of storing crap. =). Perhaps I should keep it more organized this time, but we will see.

And by the way I got in to my first choice of school, Viktor Rydberg Gymnasium in Djursholm, which I hope and think is a great school that suites me very well. But we will see. I’ll be sure to write something about it in the future. My dad just came home from his trip so I’m going to go and talk to him now.

See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.

Well I woke up today in rather good time for being me. After I got up everything went hysterical. My mom is angry, sad and stressed as hell. My brother I's just a stubborn angry ungrateful child. And me, I'm somewhere in between not really doing anything to help. More the other way. Enough said. My best friend came home yesterday night, he's having some kind of golf competition this morning but I hope we can do something after. I'll speak to him when he's done. And i think I forgot to say it, Good Morning.

See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.

I've just got home from a friend. I had a good time, we watched two movies, talked, walked and I helped her with some computer stuff. =). We started of with watching 16 Blocks with Bruce Willis, which was a great movie. Bruce is the perfect actor for that role if you ask me. Then we went to a petrol station and bought some candy =). Then we went home and tried to convince a friend to come over, but he didn't give in to our comands so we watched the other movie just us two, and actually we watched Love Actually which is the second time for me now this week. But I really like the movie, it makes me laugh, so. And you have to love Hugh Grant, and I really like to hear real British English, sounds so cool xD.

And we have a birthday child today, oh we have one every second almost but this is someone I know, a friend. So happy birthday to you and have a pleasant trip to Italy.

See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.

Oh, my little brother, I think he kind of hate me now. Things aren't really going his way and he has a hard time accepting the truth. Not that I should blame him, I'm not that good at seeing or accepting the truth either. Well me and my mom could've handled this much smother. But that's life right? Well I'm going to see a friend soon so can't be long. We thought we could see some movie or something, I'm a movie lover xD. Thank goodness I'm doing something social again, I've been socially disabled for the last few days, can't say I didn't enjoy the quiet time alone though.

Hello and Good Morning, or I should rather say good afternoon.

I’m thinking on buying a sort of birthday gift for a girl, but I have no idea what to buy. Before you give me any tips I’m going to tell you the story here. So her birthday is in about a month or so. This is a girl whom I had quite strong feelings for and I still have feelings for her, only not in the same way, we are friends. I want to give her something very special, not only because I a crush on her, but because I owe her so many thanks. Really she is the reason I am who I am. And I could’ve never got my grades without her. This might sound strange because she hasn’t done anything herself, except just being there. But if you go back a year, not even that far only like seven, eight months I missing a lot of school due to “sickness”. I was always feeling a little sick and stayed home. But this term, the last term of primary school, the ninth grade. I’ve never been missed so little school in one term before. This is because I had a motivation a carrot so to say. And it was not good grades and a chance to choose any education I want. Each time I felt like not going to school, this happened a lot in the start of the term, I said to myself; think of all that you might miss today, a chance to spend time with someone you like. And it worked it got me to school. And now I have grades I’m really happy about, and a life I’m proud of. This girl knew I liked her and I knew she didn’t feel the same way, but to me it doesn’t matter, I mean I never had her as a goal, perhaps as a far away dream that would never come true. I’m not moping about it. I feel happy, and love her for what she unconsciously done to my life. So I wish to give her a very special gift, not only as a birthday present but as a thank you gift.

I hope at least someone will give me some feedback and tips. I’m lost without you guys. :P

Blimey is that the time, I really need to get some sleep and get a grip. But anyway, thanks in advance.

See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.

You see, I CAN’T SLEEP! I think I should see a doctor or something, even though I won’t. You might think; well you’re sitting at the computer, of course that you won’t fall asleep. Well I can tell you, I’ve lain in my bed for a bit over two hours without even getting close to falling asleep. And this is not a onetime thing; I’ve turned my day upside-down. I didn’t do this during the vacation. Oh no, I did this about five months ago. So throughout my whole last term of the ninth grade I’ve been having sleep issues.

 

Enough about my problems xD. Instead of sleeping I’m blogging and watching old Madonna Pop-music videos on youtube.com. She sings and looks so awesome!!! Perhaps I should try sleeping again, but for now I’m going to finish this entire and then pat my purring cat that’s lying in my lap.

 

See you all, yours sincerely, Axel.

I’m going to sleep early today, because I woke up 14:30 this morning or I should rather say afternoon. Well I haven’t done anything. I listened to music as usual, read blogs and articles and such. So can’t say I’m particularly happy with this day, but that’s life. You can’t live it perfect every day. But going to sleep now, so good night everyone sweet dreams.

 

See you all, your sincere Axel.

Welcome once again to my tiresome blog and thanks to all my readers, who the hell they now are. So I guess you’re all wondering what’s happened in our dear Axel’s life today. Sorry to disappoint you but nothing special, unless you consider my approximately ten hours of Keira Knightley something. Ye I know I have no life, but who cares, at least not me. I can only say I had a wonderful time with her and her brilliant movies. And to be honest she is not only a wicked actor, she look hot as hell to.

My marathon started about ten hours ago with some Pride and Prejudice, again seeing it for the third day in a row. But I really got to say it’s one of her best movies ever, even thought I got stunned today after seeing all this Keira movies I hadn’t seen before, they are good! Well after this beautiful love story by Jane Austen I watched another brilliant movie, Atonement . The movie is directed by the same director that made Pride and Prejudice, Joe Wright. This is also a beautiful love story, which almost made me cry in the end, and nowadays I’m a guy that has a hard time crying. After those brilliant love stories I went even further in to British love movies. Love Actually, which is a very nice and funny film, not as good as the two above but very enjoyable. In this movie Keira only plays a minor part but I was really eager to see Hugh Grant and the rest of the crazy Christmas love couples. Now I went over to a movie that is categorized as a horror movie but is more like six-sense movie which kind of involved time traveling. The movie is called The Jacket and it was brilliant. Keira looks absolutely smoking in this movie. And for you perverts out there, there are some real nudity in that movie, you heard it right Keira Knightley’s breasts. Not that it matter she looks stunning with her cloths on to so. And the acting is great to; she is not the main character in the movie but still a major part.  And last but not least I saw Domino, and “wow”, I’ve only seen her in love stories so far but she really plays a good role in this action movie. She is a fearsome bounty hunter named Domino. I thought it to be a nice storyline, normally those American action movies can be pretty lame, but not this. And a warning, or tip depends on who you are, there’s nudity in this movie to. Okay, I can’t really say that was the last one, I started watching Silk but after about 25minutes in the movie I realized there was Japanese dialog in it. I didn’t know if it was suppose to be translated or not and it’s too late to go out and search for some English subtitles on the internet. Figured I could write an entire on my blog and then go to sleep. I really need it.

Well that’s all I had to say for today, I leave you all now with a happy Bye Bye.
Remember that you can comment every entire I make on this blog so please do. All kind of feedback is lovely and much appreciated.

 

See you all, your sincere Axel.